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Nikita's Story

 

 

7-19-2005

To Live Another Day:

 

On the day my story begins, I recall waking underneath another night’s blanket of white snow, no longer able to clearly remember the joy of life I once knew.  A wooden fence lessens the bite of the bitter cold wind and seems to be the only pleasantry that life still has to offer.  My feeling of hopelessness is interrupted only by the morning’s bright sunshine; however, it is merely offering the aphoristic view that another day of survival has begun.

A woman walking her dogs nearby subtly reminds me of a better time when I had a family of my own.  Avoiding the dangers that strangers and other dogs impose has become a requirement of my continued existence; however, watching these three reveals my aspiration to be part of a family again and overpowers my intuition to hide.  As they come closer, my instinctive fear is realized when one of her dogs senses my presence.  They start to walk in my direction, so I quickly retreat to an area hidden by the edge of the house.  If the woman approaches me, I know that I must inevitably run at the first opportunity.  I hear the rattle of the other dog’s metal tags and prepare for my flight.  To stay safe, I must go now, so I start running with the highest speed I can attain.  I suddenly realize that my quest for life forces me to flee from the very life that I so deeply desire.

            The end of my hasty voyage finds me resting on the porch of a house where I sometimes nap- quiet, dark, and seldom interrupted.  Just as I am recovering from my sprint, I see the same woman getting out of a vehicle.  She approaches me again, causing yet another panic.  This situation quickly escalates to reveal a greater threat than I have faced for some time.  I run again.  With the growing number of people that appear to be aware of me, I am forced to start practicing my best evasion techniques. 

            The weather is still so cold, and I continue to stay close to the house with the wooden fence.  Tonight, death may be especially close with these two narrow escapes, leaving me in a state of exhaustion and weakness coupled with the lack of food.  Little do I know that today will be the true turning point in my life, a point that would offer me just that, life!

Over the next few days, I repeat my nightly resting close to the wooden fence and feel glad that the snow is now gone.  My ongoing hunger has been partially satisfied by remnants of food that now appear in the mornings close to where I bed and where the woman first saw me.  I thankfully accept these offerings, as I am famished from my consistent lack of nourishment.  The plastic food bowl with its accompanying water again induces my longing to reclaim the wonderful experiences I had as a puppy.  It has been so long, and recalling these few precious memories seem to be my only reason to sleep again the next night.

 During the next three months, I discover the provider of my life sustaining food source is the woman that has tried multiple times to catch me.  With this revelation, I feel concerned that I need to remain extra cautious to not let her see me again.  The spring weather once again affords me the luxury and safety of a nocturnal lifestyle, without enduring winter’s homicidal elements.

While seemingly lessening any human awareness, the night’s darkness offers its own dangers that rival those of the daylight.  I have learned through many painful encounters that the other animals are not friendly and territorial battles only invite the presence of angered people.  I sometimes have to fight with a family of raccoons that have discovered my secondary food source.  This food is the same as what the woman leaves, but is placed nightly on the front porch of a house one street over.  This source has become even more important as the frequency with which the woman leaves her bait diminished some time ago. 

            Now it is mid June and the sun is especially hot this year.  My long black coat that protects me so well from the cold, now burdens me with the heat.  I spend the daylight hours bedded in some shrubbery that stays shaded throughout the day, and the morning sprinklers keep the ground cool and damp.  This plot is located only a couple of houses down from where the woman now comes again daily to leave her gift of bait.

Today I have allowed my languor to jeopardize my secrecy.  After eating the day’s rations, I’m awakened by the noises of the metal tags jingling from the woman again walking with her dogs nearby.  I can only hope she does not see me.  I watch her as I try to stay hidden as best I can.  The woman has stopped walking.  “Does she see me?  Did the other dogs catch my scent?  Do I continue to hide, or should I run now while I have the chance?”  I hear a man talking with the woman.  He starts to approach so I flee, once again narrowly escaping the fury that has apparently pierced the hearts of all people since my orphanhood.

July has come and the sun’s heat has left drinking water scarce.  I find myself still depending on the woman to bring her daily offering of life, but even more so for the water she leaves.  I continue to make my nightly trips to the other house where the food and water it empathetically offers, can still be found on the porch.

Tonight I returned to my landscaped residence to find an intrusion.  There has been a familiar structure placed near the spot where I bed.  As I investigate, I am haunted with memories from a very long time ago.  This object greatly reminds me of the crate that bestowed upon me a warm, safe, den-like bed before the loss of my family.  I feel emotionally confused because even though my few memories generally tend to comfort my loneliness, with these I feel so deeply saddened.  It has been so long since last time I cried.

            Two of the last three nights have staged me falling asleep while looking at the crate, forcing seizure of further memories from my past.  I wonder why this resurgence of life has left me with such a cruel existence.  Tonight, the third night, there is something very different about the crate.  There is an odor emanating from inside, an odor that brings to mind yet another memory.  I vaguely associate this smell with a treat my family would sometimes give me.  My heart feels warmed by this thought and this is a much-welcomed feeling.  My desires are not to only know the security and comfort of a crate again, but to also pursue the source of the smell that is becoming so overwhelming.  I slowly, slyly enter through the opening of the crate.  The inside seems much deeper than I recall, but it has been a very long time since I experienced a crate from the inside.  I continue towards the rear of the crate rummaging for the potential treats.  I find the treats and the taste proves my recollections.  As I start to indulge in another, there is suddenly a loud crash from behind me.  I whirl around and am terrified to find there is no longer an opening to the crate.  I am trapped. 

I tremble in fear for what may happen to me next.  My apprehension is soon answered with the sounds of the woman, who leaves the food, and the man who accompanied her on the last encounter.  My inability to run this time suggests that I must suffer the wrath of all the anger and rage of the people that I have so desperately tried to avoid.  All I can do now is be submissive and endure the pain I’m sure to receive.  These people do not retrieve me from this trap, instead, they pick the trap up and we start to move.  A short trip through the back of several yards places me inside the backyard of another house, but still confined in the trap. 

The people go inside for a brief time and return with their two dogs and a leash.  I’m confused because these dogs seem friendly, and the people act very happy with my presence.  They are talking to me with voices sounding higher pitched and more excited than the ones they use among themselves.  “Are these people really friendly?  Has life’s brutality rewarded me with the possibility of a new family?  Can this be real?“

            I am soon released from my incarceration.  The leash that now restrains me offers a symbolic arraignment that somebody is once again willing to take care of me and that life has not abandoned me.  I discover that this is the same house where I find the food on the front porch, and it becomes apparent that this family has been taking care of me all along.  My tail is now wagging with elation.  I candidly feel excited to see what may happen next. 

Over the last few weeks, I have been to the vet, taken many baths, and have been offered a nightly choice as to sleep in an actual crate of my own or lay on the softness of a high bed with human companionship.  Tonight I realized that the woman with the dogs not only saved my life with her daily rations, but also refused to turn her back on me even when I spent everyday trying to circumvent her efforts.  The snow, ice, pouring rains, and hot sun never deterred her from making sure that I was, in fact, taken care of. 

This life-lesson has taught me that even when life seems at its worse, you should never lose faith in finding love and kindness from caring strangers, and even if you can’t find this love, the love of a rescuer may find you.

 

 

 

 

The preceding story chronicles Nikita’s rescue as told through her perspective.  Nikita is a small-framed black female Sheltie and was taken off the streets the evening of July 4th, 2005.  This rescue started approximately January of 2005.  When first examined, Nikita was in surprisingly good shape with the only visible problems being a bad tooth and badly matted hair.  Upon the Sheltie Rescue providing a thorough vet’s examination, Nikita was found to be approximately six years old, heartworm free, spayed, and of good body weight.  It is only from the relentless efforts of Alex Taylor that Nikita’s story could be written with such a wonderful ending.  Alex, from the hearts of both rescuers and their rescued alike, thank-you for the life you have saved.

 (Taken the night of capture)

About the story:

Written by Patrick Taylor, this paper is to fulfill an English assignment demonstrating a narrative essay.  The intended primary audience is rescued dog owners and their respective rescue organizations.  The implied thesis is revealed during the last moments of the story and could be simply reduced to:

“The one in need should never give up hope, because the rescuer will never give up trying to help,” however another concept is to share the joy felt from the rescued when they feel again loved and part of a family.